"My Body's Unique like the Sistine Chapel"

There is this girl I know, one of the MOST amazing people I know. She is so mature for her age, she is a dedicated strong working individual. She means so much to mean and I don't even think she realizes it. We were so close then something happen and she needed some space. I was willing to give it to her because if that is what it takes for me to be with her I am comletly willing to do it! We have startted talking again but its seems different, not nessicarily in a bad way just different. For one, I have never felt this way about anyone before. Its sounds really cheezy but no matter what I do I think of her....no matter how had I try not to it doesn't work! Normally if something like this had happened I would of been like oh well and just moved on. And I tried this time but I just can't shake her. Part of the reason it didn't work before is because she is completly consumed with dance, but let me tell you what, God has given her this amazing gift, she is so talented at what she does. I went to her competition tonight and watched her, it gave me the chills. We are so much alike that I want this to work. I am willing to wait however long I need to as long as I end up with her. Now I know I just need to give it time and take things slowly and ok works for me, but what I really want to know is if she shares any of these same feelings?! I know that if it is meant to work then God will make it happen. Hopefully I can show her how much I care without suffocating her I guess, if that makes any sense.

The time we spent close was honestly the best times of my short life lol. I just want to show her how much she means to me but I just don't know how, and I don't want to end up doing it only to find out that she is completlty over me (if she is both me, and everyone I have talked to this about would be shocked). She really does make me whole and that is what it comes down to.


So I am just going to give this one up to God and let him works his magic. That way I know no matter what the results it was meant to happen. And then ill learn from it.

Wow, glad I got that off my chest!